This summer has been weird. So much has happened, and I don't really know what to think about it all. It's been too much to wrap my head around.
I'm doing okay.
I'll be fine.
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Carol L. Baker
August 25, 2009 Carol Baker, 46, of Waterloo. Private funeral Mass in Syracuse. Survivors: daughter Heather and son Christopher Baker; sisters Bonnie, Patricia, Diane, Theresa and Gail; brothers Charles, Robert and Kevin; several aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews and cousins. Carol was preceded in death by her sister Cheryl.
http://obits.syracuse.com/obituaries/syracuse/obituary.aspx?n=carol-l-baker&pid=132038249
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I really shouldn't even be posting this because it's fucking up my perfect number of entries (301 FUCKING MARYLAND SUPPPPP) but I'm just letting y'all know that I can never comment on another entry again.
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i have a lot to say right now but:
+ waking up from really happy dreams and realizing that they aren't real is one of the saddest feelings ever.
+ boys are dumb.
+ if i don't get a second ticket for new found glory on the 30th, (FUCK YOU TICKETMASTER) i will kill myself.
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i miss her. years go by way too fucking fast.
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this is a good example of my behavior today.
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+ i don't remember the last time i went to bed before 4 am.
+ hanging out in the living room with all of my roommates and drawing crude and awesome pictures on nintendo dses and sending them to each other is amazing.
+ my kitchen is so clean right now! and our living room looks cute. and everyone in our house is cute. we're a cute house.
+ molly lives with me now!
+ i need to work on not being an asshole.
+ i also need to work on feelings and emotions and shit. and not having them.
+ i'm a skincare expert now. yeah. that kind of rules. my skin has been kind of ruling (for my skin) lately too.
+ i need to clean my room. you literally cannot see the floor.
+ i made an awesome marinara sauce to go with my ravioli earlier. sometimes i am good at life.
+ i need a new crush.
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i'm dying. and i want to sit on my couch but i'm not allowed to?
i'm sorry guys.
i have been throwing up so much. i really just want one of my roommates to sit with me. but no one is down. people keep comine in my room and saying sorry. but i can't really see or talk right now.
if i die. seriously. lauren mckenna. margaret brosnan. kristin oldham.hillary edwards. rocky hadadi. parker pillsbury. i love you guys more than anything. and y'alll nee to know htat.
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Fatal 2007 Fire in Maryland County Ruled Accidental posted 4:03 pm Tue July 08, 2008 - EASTON, Md.
The Maryland State Fire Marshal's Office says a house fire that killed three people in Talbot County last year was accidentally sparked by a cigarette.
Fire investigators said Tuesday that the cigarette was discarded on the rear porch of the home near St. Michael's.
The large waterfront home caught fire on Aug. 18, 2007, while seven people were sleeping inside. Three people were killed, including 20-year-old Kennedy Fitzgerald, his 18-year-old sister Margaret, and his 19-year-old girlfriend Christine Maier.
Autopsies show all three died accidentally from thermal injuries and smoke inhalation.
August 18th, 2008 is coming way too quickly. I can't believe it's almost been a year. I still have her number in my phone and her screenname on my buddy list. I don't think I'll ever erase them.
More time has passed without her than I had with her.
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lesson learned:
i don't give my gut instinct enough credit.
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[05 Jun 2006|10:47pm]
+ I feel like I have this big ball of emotions tangled inside of me like a ball of yarn and I don't know what to do when it comes to any of it.
yup... it never changes.
regardless, i deserve better than what i'm dealing myself right now.
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marvin gaye and wine and hothothothot baths are sooooooo good.
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you know the scene at the end of amélie when nino goes to amélie's apartment after finding out who she is? when they stand there in her doorway staring at each other until he leans in and softly kisses her neck. and then, a few minutes later in the movie, when they're laying in her bed together and she's smiling while he rests his head on her torso.
yeah, i want that.
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i wouldn't trade this for the world.
creep and ralph.
( love your friends, die laughing. )the past few days... or something: + the flu sucks. + ella's is amazing. + i have some pretty amazing people in my life. + i am completely up to date on the hills now.
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| 2008.05.01 00:08 |
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| attrition live at pyf 2006 |
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let's recreate ourselves
reborn of passion and will
the time is now for positive change
i can feel better days ahead
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i'm so sick of being stressed and irritated and sad and sick and unhappy.
dear life,
i hate rollercoasters. stop this shit asap.
love,
heather
dear heather,
feeling this way won't get you anywhere. get posi.
yours,
life
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| 2008.04.21 22:33 |
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i ordered this skirt and it will be here thursday. pumped!
+ i genuinely like one dude but am focusing my efforts on trying to make out with another. i'm not so good with boys.
+ work has been ridiculous.
+ i'm getting a where the wild things are tattoo soon.
+ i need to go on more trips.
+ fuck the silver diner. i think i'm gonna be eating vegan for a little while because i got food poisoning from them.
+ i'm not so coherent right now.
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